HI folks specifically the folks who've been playing as long as I have.
Been feeling kinda bad and down lately, This has been a weird week in FFXI for me.
alot of small events lead to one big one.
The big event led to me feeling that sometimes I wish FFXI never became so popular and that EQ and the other MO's woulda killed it .
Stateside atleast.
This is wishful thinking/memories..whatever you wanna call it.
Sometimes playing for the last two years specifically up to last years NA release. I felt Like i was playing a never ending 100% working grade AAAAA+++++ beta.
When NA release came out I had such high hopes for sucessful integration of the importer/JP/NA player base. and to the most point all has gone very well.
The thing is now.. i'm noticing alot about the game and specifically since it 's release stateside thats really pissin me off.
These forums for instance used to be relatively peaceful and full of great information....then we got popular.
We havent gone down hill .. but man sometimes it feels like im fightin a losing battle.
FFXi when first announced seemed great .. many didnt expect much from it.. I loved that.
Then I found Ping's site.. provided so much great info and the community here was awesome.
Still is or I wouldnt be here. but we got popular.
FFXI at e3 didnt seem to wow many here stateside.. again I loved it.... sounds kinda stingy huh?
Then the announcement came of NA release.
I was like great .. but however I think I became prone to a different standard of gaming etiquette. and sadly its very different from what many NA players have.
I played many online games before and i was used to their environments. But on FFXI it was different a strong sense of comraderie and helpfulness.
Its still there but to a lesser degree.
Ive made many great NA friends.. even though technically I am NA .. just an importer. and by NA i mean america/taiwan,china,etc.
But I cant get used to their gameplay style.
I rarely team with NA players.. and the ones I do , I have a silent standard I try to hold them to. If they suck at PT or their manners lack. I wont PT with them again.
Then came ,pretty much out of the blue all this NA VS JP crap. then the latency crap , then the HNM advantage and the supposed botting.
It gets sickening hearing it all the time.
I get tired of insanse /shouts. the constant zone trains.. the job/sub level disparity. It just got to me this week.
After a bad PT with a good friend.. Mong, he thinks I won't PT with him now because of the other NA players in the team we had.
I am literaly wary now of joining Pts with majority Na's.
I dont want my friends to think im "eleet" by not teaming. and I dont want to feel the way I do.
and yes this is a little rambly.
I just wish that sometimes FFXI never caught on as big as it did.
I really get sick of the whining and accusations of cheating and other crap..
if anyone can give some advice ....holla.
im not quitting but I think another break is in order..
Been feeling kinda bad and down lately, This has been a weird week in FFXI for me.
alot of small events lead to one big one.
The big event led to me feeling that sometimes I wish FFXI never became so popular and that EQ and the other MO's woulda killed it .
Stateside atleast.
This is wishful thinking/memories..whatever you wanna call it.
Sometimes playing for the last two years specifically up to last years NA release. I felt Like i was playing a never ending 100% working grade AAAAA+++++ beta.
When NA release came out I had such high hopes for sucessful integration of the importer/JP/NA player base. and to the most point all has gone very well.
The thing is now.. i'm noticing alot about the game and specifically since it 's release stateside thats really pissin me off.
These forums for instance used to be relatively peaceful and full of great information....then we got popular.
We havent gone down hill .. but man sometimes it feels like im fightin a losing battle.
FFXi when first announced seemed great .. many didnt expect much from it.. I loved that.
Then I found Ping's site.. provided so much great info and the community here was awesome.
Still is or I wouldnt be here. but we got popular.
FFXI at e3 didnt seem to wow many here stateside.. again I loved it.... sounds kinda stingy huh?
Then the announcement came of NA release.
I was like great .. but however I think I became prone to a different standard of gaming etiquette. and sadly its very different from what many NA players have.
I played many online games before and i was used to their environments. But on FFXI it was different a strong sense of comraderie and helpfulness.
Its still there but to a lesser degree.
Ive made many great NA friends.. even though technically I am NA .. just an importer. and by NA i mean america/taiwan,china,etc.
But I cant get used to their gameplay style.
I rarely team with NA players.. and the ones I do , I have a silent standard I try to hold them to. If they suck at PT or their manners lack. I wont PT with them again.
Then came ,pretty much out of the blue all this NA VS JP crap. then the latency crap , then the HNM advantage and the supposed botting.
It gets sickening hearing it all the time.
I get tired of insanse /shouts. the constant zone trains.. the job/sub level disparity. It just got to me this week.
After a bad PT with a good friend.. Mong, he thinks I won't PT with him now because of the other NA players in the team we had.
I am literaly wary now of joining Pts with majority Na's.
I dont want my friends to think im "eleet" by not teaming. and I dont want to feel the way I do.
and yes this is a little rambly.
I just wish that sometimes FFXI never caught on as big as it did.
I really get sick of the whining and accusations of cheating and other crap..
if anyone can give some advice ....holla.
im not quitting but I think another break is in order..
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