Dreams - What are they?

[Shiro_Hayate]

I've always tried to ignore what I feel, otherwise it might hurt the people around me. I'm sure a lot of us have had a first girl friend. Since her, I've had a number of them, she lasted 1 year and my current one is ongoing 2 years. So 3 days ago I signed up for summer school to get an extra credit done, I ended up in the same class as my first gf...

3 days later, after thinking I'm over her, I get some dreaded dreams of the past. I'm sure we've all done stupid things and wanted to change it, but you seriously cannot get as stupid as me: promising someone no matter what happened, you'd wait for them, then cheating on them once, them taking you back, and that repeating 3 times. Except on the third time, you pick someone else and stay with them for two years.

That happened over the course of 2 years, I think what comes around finally got around, I feel like shit and suicidal (not that I'd do it) right now beacuse of these idiotic dreams. Not sure who to tell, but since I'll never meet any of you in life it's better then letting friends know =P lol

[Sepukku]

Re: Dreams - What are they?

So you listen to emo music, right?
/hurray for Pink Shirts. You know what'd look cute with a Pink shirt? A Tarutaru!

[Macht]

Re: Dreams - What are they?

Ok, that's a little disturbing that the person to immediatly post after this is named Sepukku >.>

Anyway dreams at times can be a communication portal of your ideal self telling you what it desires. You could say it's your concious catching up to you. You're at a deciding point now it seems.

Something no one else can really do for you, you have to decide the course you want. Make a stand of what morals you see are good and right and correct the ones you obviously seem to know are wrong. This isn't an easy thing to do either, at first it may seem completly hopeless but you only have to make that determination on if you want to change your actions or not.

Once you make that definitave choice for yourself then you can focus and see more clearly what you need to change. As far as people to look to in situations like this generally a religion or some counseling may be the best options.