I'm posting this poll because I'm genuinely curious and also because I need help. I joined the game shortly after the PS2 release of the game, and soon after that the Fenrir battle was made available. Ever since then, I've been obsessed with getting the purple dog. But I wanted to have him at SMN lvl.1 so that his abilities would grow along with me because I'd heard of other people doing it. So I decided to raise WHM up until I could get him. But getting to 70+ is taking MUCH MUCH longer than I thought it would and I'm getting so burnt out. I think the only people who have the pleasure of having Fenrir from level 1 are those that started from the PC version and already had a job at 65+ that they probably used to get the other Prime avatars. Thus, they didn't have to wait very long to push themselves 5-10 measly levels more to take on the dog.
Sadly, I did not have that pleasure as I was still a newb without a subjob when Fenrir was released. Lucky for me, the mini-battles were also released during the same update (pretty sure it was the same one) which was a godsend for me and other low levels. I did the mini-battles so that when it came to Fenrir time for my WHM, I'd only have to fight the big Primes once to get my moon bauble. But still I did not play my SMN any further than 20 because I still wanted Fenrir at a low level. But it's been about 8 months or so now and my WHM is only at 46. I think it's been going so slow in part of the frustration of not being able to play the job I want. I do like being the healer. Trust me, if I didn't like WHM at all, I wouldn't even bother trying to be a SMN. I'm just sick of having to take a job I don't want to the top when SMN is what I really want. But I'm also pretty nervous at leveling SMN now because I've heard of the crap some SMNs get at higher levels who didn't have Fenrir. Who can blame them? He is an extremely useful avatar. But I don't want to go through that.
It's driving me crazy! The path of the Summoner seems to be little more than a vicious circle of stress and frustration. I mean, what other job almost forces you to level another job to 75 just so you can play the job you really wanted to play from the start? I tried, but I don't think I can. The way I feel now I'm almost certain that if I even managed to drag myself all the way to 75 with WHM to get Fenrir, I would be so burnt out that I wouldn't even want to level SMN. Please, I need help making a decision. Sometimes I think I should just take up another job that doesn't take nearly as much work to play to it's fullest.
Sadly, I did not have that pleasure as I was still a newb without a subjob when Fenrir was released. Lucky for me, the mini-battles were also released during the same update (pretty sure it was the same one) which was a godsend for me and other low levels. I did the mini-battles so that when it came to Fenrir time for my WHM, I'd only have to fight the big Primes once to get my moon bauble. But still I did not play my SMN any further than 20 because I still wanted Fenrir at a low level. But it's been about 8 months or so now and my WHM is only at 46. I think it's been going so slow in part of the frustration of not being able to play the job I want. I do like being the healer. Trust me, if I didn't like WHM at all, I wouldn't even bother trying to be a SMN. I'm just sick of having to take a job I don't want to the top when SMN is what I really want. But I'm also pretty nervous at leveling SMN now because I've heard of the crap some SMNs get at higher levels who didn't have Fenrir. Who can blame them? He is an extremely useful avatar. But I don't want to go through that.
It's driving me crazy! The path of the Summoner seems to be little more than a vicious circle of stress and frustration. I mean, what other job almost forces you to level another job to 75 just so you can play the job you really wanted to play from the start? I tried, but I don't think I can. The way I feel now I'm almost certain that if I even managed to drag myself all the way to 75 with WHM to get Fenrir, I would be so burnt out that I wouldn't even want to level SMN. Please, I need help making a decision. Sometimes I think I should just take up another job that doesn't take nearly as much work to play to it's fullest.
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