Ever since the beginning, I wanted to become a Summoner.
However, I always knew that this would be a job that I would not obtain for a long time..
Or, so I thought.. Now, first, you must understand, i've leveled a bit of every job.
Trying to find something that works for me. So my highest level is only WAR at 30.
Anyways.. One night, I was brought up the question of the job i'd like to become, of course, I said SMN..
Out of the blue, the friend who asked this question said he'd arrange for me to get the Avatar's early!
I was shocked, and quite pleased, but.. I had absolutely no fame, no ruby, nothing at all..
When I realized this, I told him, I wasn't ready.. He simply told me to just take my time..
Well, of course, I wasn't about to do that, this was my dream job.
So I rushed and hurried, and spent an ungodly amount of time building up fame..
Speding every last Gil I had trying to get my fame up, and trying to unlock the Avatar Quests..
Along the way, I even got a Ruby, and toward the end, I had managed to finish everything I need to..
(Fire was a pain, as it wasn't showing up anywhere.. And Ice wasn't too easy to get either..
Not to mention, I had to go through Altepa with another low leveled friend just to get to Rabao..
This was.. Without a Map! ~_~)
Anyways, once all was said and done, last night, I find out something..
One of the people who was suppose to be taking me, hadn't even gotten his Ruby yet..
And to my horror, he didn't even feel like helping anymore.. "Too lazy" seemed to be the excuse..
Now.. I don't blame my friend who tried to arrange this, it's not his fault..
But ugh... I went through so much.. so very much... And it's all crumbled around me..
I don't feel much like leveling any other job right now, and Carbuncle isn't enough for all that heartache..
*sigh*
Just felt the need to let that one out...
However, I always knew that this would be a job that I would not obtain for a long time..
Or, so I thought.. Now, first, you must understand, i've leveled a bit of every job.
Trying to find something that works for me. So my highest level is only WAR at 30.
Anyways.. One night, I was brought up the question of the job i'd like to become, of course, I said SMN..
Out of the blue, the friend who asked this question said he'd arrange for me to get the Avatar's early!
I was shocked, and quite pleased, but.. I had absolutely no fame, no ruby, nothing at all..
When I realized this, I told him, I wasn't ready.. He simply told me to just take my time..
Well, of course, I wasn't about to do that, this was my dream job.
So I rushed and hurried, and spent an ungodly amount of time building up fame..
Speding every last Gil I had trying to get my fame up, and trying to unlock the Avatar Quests..
Along the way, I even got a Ruby, and toward the end, I had managed to finish everything I need to..
(Fire was a pain, as it wasn't showing up anywhere.. And Ice wasn't too easy to get either..
Not to mention, I had to go through Altepa with another low leveled friend just to get to Rabao..
This was.. Without a Map! ~_~)
Anyways, once all was said and done, last night, I find out something..
One of the people who was suppose to be taking me, hadn't even gotten his Ruby yet..
And to my horror, he didn't even feel like helping anymore.. "Too lazy" seemed to be the excuse..
Now.. I don't blame my friend who tried to arrange this, it's not his fault..
But ugh... I went through so much.. so very much... And it's all crumbled around me..
I don't feel much like leveling any other job right now, and Carbuncle isn't enough for all that heartache..
*sigh*
Just felt the need to let that one out...
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